Its been roughly 5 years since I left the JWs, and every year I find something about me that is still influenced or directly related to my 19+/- years believing the JWs. Continue

Ning is charging on August 20th to keep nings up and running. I was wondering if what Sue said was true that this site is just going to shut down?

There are a couple of different ways to raise money from the membership. Mostly donations to a paypal account. But if all you need is 30 bucks or 50 bucks to keep it going, I think Ryan would do well. As I know he has put a lot of effort and money into this site to make it available to all of you. Being on top of the search engine…

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This is the first time I have ever had to deal with a death this close to me before. Up until today I still had all of my grandparents. Including step ones. My step -mom called me about an hour ago to let me know that my grandma Juanita died this morning. I am devastated and feeling so incredibly guilty for not having seen her in years even though she always said she didn't care if I was DF'd she just wanted to see me. But I wanted to avoid guilt trips, or I was too busy when I was in town and… Continue

I officially quit my church/coven yesterday.I can no longer stand all the drama and dysfunction. However there is a big huge hole in my heart right now. Here I go again...I have been feeling for awhile now that I don't need this anymore. I cannot ignore the things that bother me . I'm feeling like I just want to be myself-Evie again and just take it easy one day at a time. I feel like all the magic is gone.

My father died on February 4th 2010. I had a dream about him about a week ago. He felt badly for all the mean things he did and said and the way he acted all these years and I told him I loved him and that it's okay. I cried all day the next day because this was an answer to a prayer of mine to have some contact with him after he died. it has been such an odd relationship and yet i feel like it ended on such a good note. I am so thankful for that. It was such a gift to be able to understand him… Continue