I haven't been on here for a while. Actually things between my wife and I have gotten better. I think she is now more comfortable with me being an atheist. We don't talk about what I believe and what she believes, which usually would turn into a fight. She has decided to just let me be on this issue. I am happy about this. It takes a lot of the stress away. One thing I have noticed though is that I have stopped researching things. I have stopped looking for answers. I loved reading The God Delus… Continue

Over the last month, I have had the chance to watch a Jehovah's Witness family [my own] gossip, slander, ridicule, and be unlike anyone I have ever known in this world. My sister who is not a Jehovah Witness came back into the picture a month ago. Since this time I have had a very difficult time. She acted as my friend to get info. to take back to my family who she is now involved with again, after many years. She is still on the path, that she believes that she can be friends with a Jehovah Wit… Continue

Last night around 3:30am I woke up from a very disturbing dream, well nightmare actually. It was a very apocalyptic, Armageddon type dream and I couldn't go back to sleep after. So I got up and got on here and read some of the things people wrote showing how silly and unrealistic all of that shit that was forced into our minds actually is. I was able to back to bed knowing I would sleep peacefully. So thank you XJW Net and all of you awesome people on here that keep me sane!

This is probably the most embarrassing and ridiculous blog I've ever posted :-)

I really loved the personality of Jehovah God, and looked forward to a Utopia where a person who was loving, incredibly patient, perfectly just (but 'mercy is triumphant over justice'), knows everything going on all the time, as well as be able to read 'thoughts and intentions of the heart' in real time (as Dawkins said, that's some serious bandwidth), and just happened to be super ninja megazord powerful was going… Continue

What I am grateful for....
As I spend more and more time in the "world" I discover so many thing I never thought of simply being grateful for. I worry that most of us often fall into a trap of expectations or going with the flow that allows us often to become oblivious to the simple things. When I first started celebrating Christmas, I went overboard - to say the least. I bought one of every light strand they had at the store and strung them all together and hung them. Bless my husband, as he sm… Continue